Just putting your ipod on shuffle for a while, and listening to music, it, well, really helps. I guess it is another release such as writing. It can match your mood or challenge you on what you are thinking of at the moment. I don't know. It's just that a lot of bad things have been happening to everybody around me, and, well, me. I really don't know what do do, but when I write, or listen to music, I am in my own world for a while and everything is ok, you know? I guess that is the whole point of blogging.
So, first the topic that has been on my mind for a while.
Love.
As in guy and girl.
Why is it that whenever I actually start to like somebody, something happens? Something goes wrong, and then I can't do it. I just quit. I am cowardly, yet I am not. I am strong, but weak. It just depends on what is happening. And, all of the guys that I have dated, they don't actually try, or seem to understand what love actually is, but then again I might have to wait for them to actually have the maturity level as me. Most people just don't. Let's leave it at that. Then, I always have a problem to fix with my friends. Not one moment of peace. I am always trying to help someone, and at times I wonder what ever happened to me? Have other people, myself included, just forgotten that I have problems too? I just want to take a break. From life. But we all know that is not ever going to happen.
That's OK though.
Getting of that topic.
I am soo tired.!? I wanna go to bed, but it is 3:33 p.m. And that is like granny stuff. Oh well, I am growing I deserve a break. Goodness. (teehee!) Sorry, my Science teacher says goodness all the time. I find it quite delightful. Oh and by now you probably think I am like bipolar. But I am not! LoL I just try to stop thinking about the crap that is happening to me. There is more by the way.
MUSIC MUSIC MUSIC <3
RIOT-Three Days Grace! AMAZINGNESS!
JOSIENESS!
teeheee. Health don't ask...
sorry, if you just read all of this it was probably a waste of time.
bye:)
